Feeling Lonely

I decided to take a chance tonight and do something new. The Dallas Kappa Delta Alumnae Group was having a holiday party, so I got ready and headed to Dallas to meet some new ladies.

I should have known that maybe I was out of my element when the neighborhood was probably the fanciest neighborhood I have ever entered. We're talking BIG houses-- I later looked it up online and they sell for well over 1.5 million in this prestigious gated community. But, I figured, what do I have to lose as I was cleared by the security guard.

I arrived at the open house holiday party and no one greeted me. I have never been more uncomfortable in my life! I didn't know a soul and my only bond with this group is that I was a Kappa Delta in college. I tried to mingle and make eye contact with a few ladies, but that was it. I then decided to try some of the catered food and maybe join a conversation. I was literally stared at (and not in the nice, inviting way). I didn't know who the hostess was but I was able to figure that out by checking out a picture. But, she never greeted me either.

After about 25 minutes and a Diet Coke later, I made my way to my purse (Coach-- nonetheless) and jacket and headed out the front door.

Maybe it's just my midwest upbringing, but I've been taught to mingle at parties and to chat with those who don't seem to know anyone. And for those of you who know me, I'm a chatter!!!

I will admit that I cried a bit on the way home. But, on a positive note, I'm attending a playdate with a meetup group (The Real Housewives of Denton Country-- hee hee) on Monday. Hopefully, that'll turn out better.